I want...

- To start reading again. To fill my mind up with distractions, stories, emotions and other people's words. I'd have to say, all would be better than my own mind's distractions, stories (true and untrue), emotions and words.
- More control. Of my life, of myself, of my body, of my mind. Of you. Of everything.
- Understanding. I wish to understand myself, others and for others to understand me. Just once.
- To finally turn 18. Get my Ps. Drive to my boyfriend's work to drop off his forgotten lunch.
- Self confidence. For me. For everyone.
- Time. More time.
- Adventure. Whatever the kind, as long as it's pleasant.
- Comfort. In all forms.
- To start blogging again. I will. I promise, I will.
- Peace.
- Not to have to wish for Peace (or any of these things.)
- Medicines that work for me. For the first time in my life, something to work for me.
- Optimism. Mostly in myself, in what my boyfriend and I have. I'm scared. I'm so scared.
- To quit my listy entries. What is this?
- To keep all promises.
- More human connections. More insight into others. Hey, you. Yes, you. You reading this. Talk to me. Are you happy?
- $$$. I'm sorry, but I do.
- A secret garden, full of fruit and wonder and surprises. Where every day is an adventure.
- I want you to be happy. You. All of you.