Eat too much, eat too little, drink beer, crave chocolate, deprive myself, over-indulge myself, look at food porn, go to the cinemas, listen to music, challenge people, bottle up my emotions until I explode, explode, spend time with my boyfriend, my boyfriend, love, cry, sleep, don't sleep, read, cooking shows, scream, smoke, quit smoking, chain smoke, road trips, make my boyfriend food, sex, hating people, being hated, questioning myself, break promises, make promises, feel happy, want to die, try to die, don't die, feel like i'm dying, hate myself, disgust myself, have others disgust me, argue, fight, complain, moan, sexually moan, orgasm, be naked, wash my hair, fall more in love, be happier than ever before, tell myself i'm worthless, feel worthless, lose friends, make fake friends, love love, be in love, tell my boyfriend i love him, be loved, tell you i love him. I love him.


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